Ok... So I'm ready for school to start back. I'm going to a new school this year because I moved in with my dad. He really hates the goth thing so I think I scare him a bit... I'm gonna miss all of my friends. Well I'm really bored so plz email me= darklvr311@yahoo.com OR Im me : msn= darklvr311@yahoo.com yahoo messenger= darklvr311 ...

So V-Day is coming up and I don't know what to get my boyfriend! But what if he doesn't expect anything & I do & things get all complicated! What if he doesn't believe in V-Day?! Oh God what have I gotten myself into? Well I also got another problem! See, I'm a touchy feely kinda person: I lo ve to touch ppl and I love to be touched and I don't know if he's like dat... we've only been going out for 5 days!!! So help PPPLLLZZZZZ!!!!! I like this guy a lot and he makes me wanna jump up and down, l...

Have you ever noticed that all you ever see on the news is bad stuff? I mean ppl already in a bad mood enough, why do they need the news to help? I dont wanna turn on the tv and see a replay off Janet Jacksons shirt coming off when I turn on the news to watch the weather in the morning. I dont wanna hear about deaths and robberies it just makes ya worry more.Come on news show somethin happy 4 once! What we need is more good news, smiles, and jokes! Well I'm logging off for the day so email me wo...

So i just read Trent's blog to me... I really do like him but only as a friend. He thinks hes in love with me but I can't -and I wont- force myself to love anyone.Trent, if your reading this I do miss you but thiss its all too confusing! I need cofee..... ~~ ~~ ...

Today started off on the wrong kind of foot. You can pretty much say that the foot stank! I came in feeling like a pile of you dont wanna know what. See, I'm usually in a hyper kind of mood at school -well way more hyper than hyper-. Everyone was like "Cecily are you depressed?" 3rd Period rolled around and I was starving! when I got to lunch I had to wait around for like an hour in the lunch line. 4th Period was a daze and when I walked into my 5th Period(band) *Mrs.bubble(*names have been chan...

Well do you know when you have those flash backs right wen your going to sleep? Well last night I was just about to go to sleep when I remembered a story I heard a couple of years ago. These kids were playing by one of those metal tank things, ya know the ones that are by store and stuff. Well they were playing on it and one of the boys said,"Hey, those things can explode and blow us into a bajillion pieces!" And onother little kid says,"Yay!" "let's hit it with that hammer and if it doesn't exp...

So, today is January 31 and I am at my grandma's {which is -I might add- in the middle of SOUTH, SOUTH, SOUTH mississippi}! Today I woke up at 7:30 am, very upset because the weekend is my only time to get sleep considering the fact that I am awake all night during the week studying, doing skool work,writing poetry, and staring at the wall. But, fortunately -as I always do at my Garndmother's- I awoke to breakfast. The day past slowly consisting of HBO Movie watching and Fried Ham {which I am De...

Hello! Have you ever noticed how principals just love messing with the Freaks? Leave us alone already! We aren't some Satan conspiracy!!! I can't even walk down the hall any more without one of them teachers or principals taking one of my necklaces or bracelets. Forget them! They want us all to be walking phyco clone freaks sayin,"I love skool..." Like that'll Ever happen. And what's up with all the preppies wearin all that stuff with the letters on it? I swear, U can't do nothin any...